Drained.....

Today is a off day I have been doing so good energy wise but I really think I have over done it.  I am still in my pajamas and laying down in bed.  I am just so tired I can't move.  When before I have been getting up and cleaning and going places and watering and being outside.  I don't know what it is I am hoping no infection and just rundown from not resting since leaving the hospital.  It's our 2 week angel birthday.  I miss her dearly.  I am going to take a picture of her beautiful urn today I didn't get a chance to yesterday until evening time and I wanted to do it during the day with the light coming in a window.  I really would like to do it in her bedroom window but I have not gone in there yet and with the draining feeling I have today I don't think I should.  The fencing guy comes out tomorrow to give me a quote on Delanie's garden fence.  We are hoping its not to much money but will do whatever it takes to make it perfect.  It's all we can do for her and all we will ever sadly buy for her.  How can you really put a price on it?  Dustin is doing good he is his same funny self.  I need to take a picture of him because he decided it would be a great idea to cut his hair himself at school right in the middle of his forehead.  He said he was trying to help us out and not have to take him to get a hair cut yep it melts your heart but dang if it doesn't make you shake your head too.  He is so sweet though he talks to a counceler at school but he is doing well kids are so resilent I wish adults were more.  The only issue we have had is he is inviting people from his class and teachers to his sister's funeral but we are not having one so there is a issue there.....He thinks of it as a celebration of her short life and told me that.  He wants to know what all happens.  I told him when the time is right we will do something as a family to celebrate her.  I think when the garden gets started he will do much better.  I hope it comes out how it is in our heads =)