Hating nights...

First I don't know what I would do without vicodin.....I don't take it all day anymore but am really sore at night from pushing myself to far and I know that.  But I do love the side effect that it helps me get sleepy.  I hate the night.  I start to get a upset stomach as soon as it starts to get dark.  Nights are hard and yes most people would just want to sleep the depression away but NO I think that is in the movies.  Because sleep is filled with nightmares or a wondering brain or it is full of sweet bliss that makes you wake up and forget anything happened only to crash hard to reality which makes you feel as if it is happening for the first time all over again.  Sleep is no friend of mine.