Tonight...

I am hating that I am always on a countdown and hoping it is just because this is the first week she has been gone.  I tend to think oh last week this time she was still alive or whatnot.  Well at 9pm tonight was the last time I felt her move.  Right now she still had a light case of hiccups but felt so distant.  I can still feel them.  Then tomorrow is the day my world feels like it ended.